243. [246.] 106. I have seen many who lived in this and prior ages, some of whom were military officers of greater or lesser rank, some officials in a civilian capacity, who, owing to fortune's treating them with favor, had acquired such a delight in commanding that they aspired to dominion over all things. I perceived their delight, which to them was as though heaven; and they were endowed as well with a natural ability and sight in civil affairs beyond that of others. After death they at first spoke of God, but after a short time they not only denied God and believed in nature; they also became finally virtual fools, sitting in darkness and so leading a miserable life. That is because a love of commanding is contrary to heavenly love.