1911. When I had finally become accustomed to the idea that I did not think anything on my own, this was almost a joyful thought to me, for then I could reflect on whatever was brought into my thoughts, and know that I myself was free of evil thoughts. In fact, I was even allowed to find out who the spirits were, and where they were, who were injecting the evil thoughts, with whom I very often spoke about these matters. I was allowed to learn from whom, and whence, even the least detail of thought came. These reflections were therefore pleasant to me.